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i am 20 yrs old n i have a 2yr old daughter n she means the world to mee n i couldnt imagine life without her..

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March, 2007

Making friends and learning PSP

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Do you PSP, looking for a lively friendly group to join, then why not come and take a look at the hottest PSP forum around. Just click the banner at the top of the page or the tag at the bottom of this post.

 
DONT RUSH OFF!!! if you dont PSP no worries, you can still join us and we would love to have you.
 
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You must be 18 + to join.
Sorry but we are all adults and some of the things we adults talk about would not be suitable for kids.
 
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We are a copyright conscious group constantly seeking permissions to give our members a wide variety of Artists to choose from in working with PSP.    We have an extensive  list of permissions from some fabulous artits, and we do allow the use of licensed artists on our fourm

We do ask that members try to post at least once a week, the main aim of the group is to make new friends and it kinda defeats that purpose if you join and dont bother posting.  We are a friendly bunch and love to welcome new members to our online family.
 
We have two sections on our forum ! General and Adult.  The Adult section is password protected so you dont have to worry about littles ones seeing anything inappropriate.
 
We have lots of games to play, both psp  and non psp games.... different competitions going on all the time.... and weekly challenges, not to mention a great shares section and loads of psp tips, tricks and links.
 
So come on what you waiting for.... come and join us now.... We look forward to greeting you as a new member. Just simply click the link below :)...
 
 
Ive only been been doing PSP for not even a year yet as i got sick of useing other peoples graphics.... Using psp means i can simply just make my own and its soo much better coz i can so it exactly the way i want it. Here are a few things ive made and its all thanx to this forum coz before them i had no idea what i was doing :):)
 
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February, 2007

its been too long

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Well well well... i was just soo bored and i relised that i hadnt
even updated since like sep or something which is a bloody long
time ago soo i thort bugger it its bout time i did.. soo yeah...
MERRY XMAS N HAPPY NEW YR everyone (its way late)..
ohh n happy valentines day for all u who have someone special
in there lives.. ive had a pritty rough last couple of months
but i finally think its all sorting itself out.. It all started in
october last year.. my relationship ended pritty bad (cheated
on) but i still tried to stay friends for my daughters sake.
but that just ended up hurting me even more.... It resulted
in jamie missing hans 2nd bday and xmas n that only hurt soo
much because he was in the same town so it felt like a stab to
the heart. we had soo many fights and it just didnt do very
smooth.. He ended up getting in a relationship wit the chick he
cheated on me with and he basiclly gave up his family n friends
to be with her and the longest we didnt see him was 2 months
straight but there wasnt nething more i could doo.. he had made
his decision.. i would have been fine with there whole pathetic
relationship if he had just came n seen han atleast once.. BUT
now that they split wow big shocker he came bk n then the drama
started up again with the abuse from his ex n its just really
annoying having to sink to there level to play there mind games.
but its actually been a real learning experience having jamie bk ere
coz ive finally been able to let the hate and anger towards him
go and finally relised that i can move on coz there is someone way
better out there for me and not someone that hurts me as much
as jamie did.. and its been really good just being friends coz theres
not actually half the amount of fighting there use to bee.. but i have
a feeling that shit will probly errupt some time soon coz they always
seem too just as everything settles down.
But its time to just look towards the future.. AND my bdays comming
up soo yay have to organise that n drink heaps heehee..
Anyways guys ill definly try n keep my space a bit more
updated from now and i really love reading ur comments soo
keep them commin
talk soon xxx
 
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July, 2006

6 MONTHS!!!

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Can you believe that me and jamie have been together for 6 months straight.. geesh.. thort itd never happen lol.. but lately ive been getting this feeling but i dont know weather to trust it or not.. but i will see how it pans out. and for those who dont know jamie (my bf) has a tendencie to run off every once in a while to go 2000km away.. but he stayed put for 6 months n thats the longest soo far lol.. ud think it was longer seens tho we have known each other 3 years... but i spent the day crying coz i found out by one of mah mates that jamie is planning on running again so when he got home from taking han to the park i was all upset n crying asking him not to do it to me again and he has no idea what i was talking about but then i told him n he looked confused.. but i dont know weather that was a show or if he had no idea what i was talking about.. but im still pritty convinced that hes leaving but im holding onto the love in my heart and hopeing for the best
 
Newho i just wanted to let him know that i love him soooooo very very very much and couldnt / dont want to live with out him by myside.. everyone tells me all the time that i can do better but i dont wanna look for someone better coz i have who i want already.. we fight sometimes but heck who doesnt.. things hopefully will only get better.. u mean soo much to me and (geesh im going to cry lol.) i hope to be celebrating our one yr in 6 months.. and i will truely be shocked if we havent killed each other by then heehee.. nah but now my perfect family dream is turning into reality.. just you me and lil han.. shes soo lucky to have 2 people that love her soooo much.. heehee shess soo cute..!! neways bub if u read this then i just wanted u to know that you own my heart and please be gentle with it!! many kisses to you.. xx
 

 

 
 
                                               

July, 2006

NICS GETTING MARRIED

Well today i found out nicoles getting married,,geesh...
im the maid of honour.. YAY mee.. lol.. i havent been to a wedding in like years.. i cant wait to go.. im sooooo pumped.. except i have to wear a dress.. i dont like wearing dresses at all.. im just not a dress person.. AT ALL.. but ill make an exception just this one time .. or until i decide to get married.. heehee.. soo now i have to find a dress to wear.. i have an idea of what kind i wanna wear.. so now i jsut gotta find the colour n right style.. i just dont wanna look like a blob.. which i shouldnt by then coz i would have lost more weight.. hopefully.. well its on the 19 th november which is to me a stupid date coz its 6 days before lous birthday but im not missing that for the world so ill have to leave like a day after nics wedding.. buts its all good.. Well im going to look at more dresses ill catch ya up later.. Seeeeeya :)
July, 2006

hmmm

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How

How unhappy does one have to be for someone to relise,

How many tears does one have to cry for someone to notice,

How much heartach does one have to feel before someone cares,

How many signs does one have to show before someone reads them,

How many cries of pain does one have to cry before someone hears

How many calls for help does one have to say before someone answers

How many screams for some attention does one have to give before someone praises you with attention

 

WHEN WILL SOMEONE NOTICE??

 

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