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March, 2007 Making friends and learning PSP
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Ive only been been doing PSP for not even a year yet as i got sick of useing other peoples graphics.... Using psp means i can simply just make my own and its soo much better coz i can so it exactly the way i want it. Here are a few things ive made and its all thanx to this forum coz before them i had no idea what i was doing :):)
 February, 2007 its been too long Well well well... i was just soo bored and i relised that i hadnt
even updated since like sep or something which is a bloody long
time ago soo i thort bugger it its bout time i did.. soo yeah...
MERRY XMAS N HAPPY NEW YR everyone (its way late)..
ohh n happy valentines day for all u who have someone special
in there lives.. ive had a pritty rough last couple of months
but i finally think its all sorting itself out.. It all started in
october last year.. my relationship ended pritty bad (cheated
on) but i still tried to stay friends for my daughters sake.
but that just ended up hurting me even more.... It resulted
in jamie missing hans 2nd bday and xmas n that only hurt soo
much because he was in the same town so it felt like a stab to
the heart. we had soo many fights and it just didnt do very
smooth.. He ended up getting in a relationship wit the chick he
cheated on me with and he basiclly gave up his family n friends
to be with her and the longest we didnt see him was 2 months
straight but there wasnt nething more i could doo.. he had made
his decision.. i would have been fine with there whole pathetic
relationship if he had just came n seen han atleast once.. BUT
now that they split wow big shocker he came bk n then the drama
started up again with the abuse from his ex n its just really
annoying having to sink to there level to play there mind games.
but its actually been a real learning experience having jamie bk ere
coz ive finally been able to let the hate and anger towards him
go and finally relised that i can move on coz there is someone way
better out there for me and not someone that hurts me as much
as jamie did.. and its been really good just being friends coz theres
not actually half the amount of fighting there use to bee.. but i have
a feeling that shit will probly errupt some time soon coz they always
seem too just as everything settles down.
But its time to just look towards the future.. AND my bdays comming
up soo yay have to organise that n drink heaps heehee..
Anyways guys ill definly try n keep my space a bit more
updated from now and i really love reading ur comments soo
keep them commin
talk soon xxx
 July, 2006 6 MONTHS!!!
Can you believe that me and jamie have been together for 6 months straight.. geesh.. thort itd never happen lol.. but lately ive been getting this feeling but i dont know weather to trust it or not.. but i will see how it pans out. and for those who dont know jamie (my bf) has a tendencie to run off every once in a while to go 2000km away.. but he stayed put for 6 months n thats the longest soo far lol.. ud think it was longer seens tho we have known each other 3 years... but i spent the day crying coz i found out by one of mah mates that jamie is planning on running again so when he got home from taking han to the park i was all upset n crying asking him not to do it to me again and he has no idea what i was talking about but then i told him n he looked confused.. but i dont know weather that was a show or if he had no idea what i was talking about.. but im still pritty convinced that hes leaving but im holding onto the love in my heart and hopeing for the best
 Newho i just wanted to let him know that i love him soooooo very very very much and couldnt / dont want to live with out him by myside.. everyone tells me all the time that i can do better but i dont wanna look for someone better coz i have who i want already.. we fight sometimes but heck who doesnt.. things hopefully will only get better.. u mean soo much to me and (geesh im going to cry lol.) i hope to be celebrating our one yr in 6 months.. and i will truely be shocked if we havent killed each other by then heehee.. nah but now my perfect family dream is turning into reality.. just you me and lil han.. shes soo lucky to have 2 people that love her soooo much.. heehee shess soo cute..!! neways bub if u read this then i just wanted u to know that you own my heart and please be gentle with it!! many kisses to you.. xx
July, 2006 NICS GETTING MARRIEDWell today i found out nicoles getting married,,geesh...
im the maid of honour.. YAY mee.. lol.. i havent been to a wedding in like years.. i cant wait to go.. im sooooo pumped.. except i have to wear a dress.. i dont like wearing dresses at all.. im just not a dress person.. AT ALL.. but ill make an exception just this one time .. or until i decide to get married.. heehee.. soo now i have to find a dress to wear.. i have an idea of what kind i wanna wear.. so now i jsut gotta find the colour n right style.. i just dont wanna look like a blob.. which i shouldnt by then coz i would have lost more weight.. hopefully.. well its on the 19 th november which is to me a stupid date coz its 6 days before lous birthday but im not missing that for the world so ill have to leave like a day after nics wedding.. buts its all good.. Well im going to look at more dresses ill catch ya up later.. Seeeeeya :) July, 2006 hmmm
How How unhappy does one have to be for someone to relise, How many tears does one have to cry for someone to notice, How much heartach does one have to feel before someone cares, How many signs does one have to show before someone reads them, How many cries of pain does one have to cry before someone hears How many calls for help does one have to say before someone answers How many screams for some attention does one have to give before someone praises you with attention
WHEN WILL SOMEONE NOTICE??
July, 2006 love hurts.
Lately ive been feeling this emptyness and i dont know where its comming from! The last few weeks ive just felt like me n jamie aint going newhere.. So that makes me wonder if we have a future.. Jamie cant be honest with me and thats a big problem for me. I mean on Friday jamie told emma what he was planning to do that night yet i had to find out the hard way.. Finding the shit on mah bench.. That really hurts. And then lately hes been acting distant and its freaking me out. But what ive come to relise is that things can change in a matter of mins and that scares me to death! I hate sudden change but in our relationship something has to change or happen.. I dont want to stay in a relationship that isnt going anywhere.. Im just a normal chick/mother and i just want to be in a happy commited relationship. But theres much doubt in my mind to weather jamies ready to settle. I jsut think sometimes that maybe his mind is wondering and that makes me continuesly question him as a person and everything he does. And thats not his fault its mine and its all in my head!! When we go out together or what ever i dont feel like his gf i feel like a mate.. and coz i use to do that to a past bf i know what that means!! I really wish i could read his mind just to know if this is truely what he wants.. i think thats whats making me i little distant myself.. knowing that any day something could happen.. i dont think my heart can take much more breaking and now its worse coz i have hannah to think about!! I dont know maybe the sparks gone?? maybe i should think about that!! Anyways talk soon xxxx June, 2006 5 months..
Can you beleive itt..? jamie has stuck round for 5 months soo far.. lol.. makes me kinda excited coz maybe he is telling me the truth and isnt going newhere.. geesh.. 5 months today..how fast did that go by... im sooooo inlove and wouldnt change nething ohh well in mah perfect world jamie would have a job heehee.. lol.. well today was awsome.. my mission comtinues and i did 9.5 km at the gym today.. thatd make about 20 km soo far this week and im going bk tomorrow.. i cant believe how good im doing.. im even surprising mah self.. and ive changed my eating and basically everything.. i have soooo much energy.. im soo glad im going this for myself.. so i can be fit and healthy for my baby.. and look good for jamie.. but im mainly doing it for me and hannies.. emma was spose to be comming with me but hell that only lasted a month.. shes just too busy these days or is sick or blah blah blah i dont care .. i love going to the gym by myself.. i get to listen to mah mp3 player.. but im just glad that ive been pushing mah self.. other then that everythings been pritty ave.. Hannies has a cold soo shes been pritty cranky lately.. but thats just hannah lol.. and i think well im pritty sure shes hitting her terrible 2s early.. coz damm she chucks some tantrums.. i just ignore her lol but jamie cant ahhh... so yeah i think i might go see what jamies doing.. and i will defintly putting something in here in a month when it will be 6 MONTHS woooo...
June, 2006 wiked sunday...heehee.. i just had a great day and wanted to share..
today i went to motor cross because mah dad races and mum took mah little one but didnt wanna chase after her so she came and get me and i went out.. it was good to see mah dad race because i havent since hannah was born.. just too busy and she was too small to take.. but i think she really enjoyed it lo.. got really really dirrty.. ahhh.. shes not to keen on when they start there races and all the bikes are loud.. but she will get use to it.. lol.. dad took her out onto the track and she came back with dirt all in the hands and mouth.. dad likes it when shes not all clean.. hes like this is what shes spose to look like not a show pony.. dads thinking of getting hannah a little motor bike im not to keen on it tho.. i dont want her to get hurt.. and shes only one and a half heehee.. but when dad has something he wants to do for han he doesnt change his mind.. and mums going on ebay to try n find some mini raceing gear for hannah so she matches dad.. its soo cute.. she follows him around everywhere.. and i liked seeing her outside in the dirt.. but dad sid i fuss to much about her hat and stuff.. lol but arent i spose to heehee... i love getting out there with hannah.. she keeps me young.. and since ive been on a mission to lose weight coz i really need to.. ive gotten soo much energy.. going to the gym almost everyday is really helping.. so yeah.. and then on the way home poor han was falling asleep in the car she looked soo dirty and mad and tired lol.. so i gave her a shower and put her to bed.. she was soo weak from being in the sun n running after her grandad.. soo that was my day and i really enjoyed it and seeing mah dad race again was great.. hes soo good for a 40 + age rider.. hes a good clubsman.. MY DAD OR HANS GRANDAD RACING ON HIS YELLOW YAMAHA!!
June, 2006 damm this cold
DAMMM THIS COLD!!
I feel sooo crap today.. this damm cold wont go away and i havent been to the gym since monday and i really wanted to go today.. i got like and hours sleep last night and jamie was too busy sleeping to give a crap.. lol i have like 5 showers last night and i almost kept falling asleep but then when i went to bed it just wouldnt work for mee.. it was the worst night.. especially when i had nothing too doo.. It sucks when i think that tonight might be like that again tonight and i really dont want that.. my nose is running away my throat is killing me and my lips hurt soo bad.. i really hope i feel better tomorrow.. ahh... well anyways i gotta get han outter bed.. lil lazy bub she iss.. ill call bk later.. and please keep leaving ur comments.. cheers xx June, 2006 my heart my soul my hannah
Hannah
imagine a world without you beautiful smile
imagine this family without you gorgous presence
imagine my heart with out your love
imagine me with out you..
without you i wouldnt be complete and i wouldnt
be the proud mum i am today
you are the final peice to our family puzzle
you are the iceing onto of the cake
your are the most special little girl i love
i thankyou for bringing such joy into my life and
making my life worth something..
i love being known as your mother because
you are mine and will always bee mine..
you deserve nothing but th best and it is my
job to give you nothing but the best!
you are the sparkle in my eye
and the glow in my cheeks..
i couldnt ask for a better life just knowin
you are in this one..
my life couldnt be any more perfect..
you are the life i live for and that will never change..
i love you mt baby and i will always be here for you..
MWAHHH June, 2006 Whats ur problem?IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY THEN HERES AND IDEA... DONT READ IT.. I DONT MAKE NE ONE DO NETHING SO I DONT WANT UR PATHETIC STUPID LAME COMMENTS.... GET THE PICTURE?? GOOD!!! I DONT WANNA HEAR IT OR READ THAT SHIT IN MY COMMENTS.. THEY WILL BE DELETED STRAIGHT AWAY.. N JUST SO YOU KNOW WHO EVER YOU ARE.. YOU GOT IT ALL WRONG.. U DONT EVEN KNOW THE WHOLE STORY.. AND IT WAS JAMIES FUCKING DECISION NOT MINE... LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT WANNA HEAR IT!! May, 2006 my heart my love..
All the love in my heart is all the love that you own no more, no less We have been thro so much together but still our relationship survived. There has to be a reason why we are happily in each others lives still and i believe this is because we BELONG TOGETHER Forever and always our love will stand strong and being us closer each and every day to come Our love has rewarded us with a precious gift in the form of a beautiful daughter We shall allow our love to works its amazing magic on our baby as it has brought us together once again. You are all that filld my heart and all that can break my heart My heart and soul are yours and i only ask that you are gentle and cherishing with these gifts i have provided you with I see our love taking us a long way aslong as you let it. With this i ask of you just one thing... May you love me each and everyday as i do to you and let me own your heart as you own mine forever and always
May, 2006 I love youI Love You
You're kissable and cuddly; You thrill me every minute,
And sweep me off my feet.
You're charming and disarming, You inspire and impress me, May, 2006 The Way You Love Me  ❀❀The Way You Love Me❀❀ I love the way you love me
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